People

When the people I cherish most in life are not around me. My world crumbles. Though its all on different levels depending on who it may be thats missing. For example when friends are far away I really feel the need to talk to my Mum everyday. So at this point in life the a couple of my close friend arent near by, so Mum's the word. But then my Parents go away. Gee thats like half my life just got up and left. Spose thats what happens when the relationship between parents and children are so great. When my DH is not at home, I feel anxious and lonely.

It's strange my behaviour when I am alone. I think about stupid things that don't even matter. Maybe as I get older I will learn to adapt to life more on my own. I don't think I was like this when I was single and not a mother. I didnt care about anything. I had no cares at all. I went where I wanted and did whatever my little heart desired. Funny how life does a massive 360 degrees in a matter of 6 years.

I feel like crumpets. I might have some with butter and vegemite, mmmmmmmm